Tag: abby posts things sometimes

two unrelated thoughts:

a. why do we gender voices please stop

b.
if you’d told smol me they’d be able to like. Instantaneously Message
Their Favourite Author For The Small Price Of Free idk how they’d have reacted but i love the internet ok

studying German for all these years has finally paid off….. i will never soar higher than now…… i have reached peak quality. behold, my Nietzsche fantroll:

‘Your name is FRDRCH NTZSCH and your life passion is CONSONANTS. Your
babbling tends to be Slghtl Ncmprhnsbl to anyone who might read it.’

that’s it i’m done nothing else i’ll do in my academic career will top this, might as well print this post and hand it in in exchange for my degree

i have question????

i was talking to one of my best friends on the Discord and for like maybe a minute or two tops i got like that weird derealisation thing where i was like “uuuhhh do i know her” and i struggled to recall anything about her and i was like “[friend] who the fuck is that”

except she’s one of my best friends do u see the problem?? i don’t exactly know what it is

i’m no stranger to derealisation depersonalisation and what not but i don’t think it’s ever done that w/ just one person before (usually when i derealise i just derealise about Everything not one specific aspect of reality. here i had no trouble recalling the existence of my other friends and nothing else felt particularly unreal just not That One Friendship) and it’s scary af what the shit

like what if i just forget someone forever ? ?? ?

the worst is like… all that time i had some kind of awareness that i ought to know who this is but, no, might as well have been chatting w/ a stranger for all i remembered and the sense of… unease? that usually comes w/ talking to total strangers

i guess my question is does it even happen to anyone else on here and what the fuck is that exactly and how do you stop it from ever happening again??